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1. 

   PaulsWildcat

   9 Points

   03/30/09

   Hi girl,
   Well, let me catch you up.
   As I said, I now live in Madison. For a time we were homeless. Now I have a cute little apartment.
   My son, Christopher, is almost 14 now. He's getting big and definately has his own mind.
   It seems like he understands my love for Paul better than my husband. It's kind of sad, because Tom and I use to be so close, so much in love, now it seems like we fight most of the time. I'm really getting sick of it. I don't want to leave him, but I fear we may be heading toward divorce. Yeah, I have thought about it.
   As you can tell by the message boards, I'm still crazy for Paul. God, girl....just between you and me, I need to tell you this.
   I think about Paul every day. I'm always wondering how he's doing, is he enjoying his wife and kids, is he hard at work at this moment on the new album, how his art shows are going, I'm always watching the KISS videos. When I'm not, I listen to my CDs and put on a little "concert" for my posters of him and KISS. Although my voice sounds like shit....lol. I dedicate love songs to him.
   If he only knew how I feel. But I'm too shy to write him a fan letter and say it. I guess I'm afraid of rejection. I think this is more than just a simple little crush. That's how it started out, but it's been 24 years and my feelings have only gotten stronger. I do believe I am seriously in love. The strange thing is, I still love my husband, too. I don't want to disrupt his life or his marriage, but god, what I wouldn't like to do....it's scary. Not in a bad way, I just want to make him happy in everyway, not just sexually.
   Am I crazy? I don't even know him.
   I've practiced telling him what I want to say, I just don't know how to approach the subject.
   "Hey, I'm your biggest fan, and I think I'm in love with you?", somehow that just doesn't seem like it would convey the importance of the conversation.
   I've always been pretty level headed, but this guy just does something to me.
   Oh well, God will show me what to do.I truly believe that. I know I'm not going to approach this without all my faculties, come off as a star struck teenie-bopper, if you will. I just want him to know a fan cares so much about him, I dream of us being together, as a couple.
   Well, hun, I best go before Tom gets up and catches me pouring out my heart to you.
   Thanks for listening.
   Oceans of love,
   Holly

2. 

   PaulsWildcat

   9 Points

   03/28/09

   Hi Tanya,
   Just wondering if you remember me. Holly Sanborn aka. PaulsWildcat, Pauls Princess, paulsprincesswildcat, catwoman0263. Can't remember what I was going by so I just gave you all my usernames. I didn't think you were online anymore.
   So, how ya been, girlfriend?
   Things have been tough around here. Read the thread "Friends, need some advice".
   Sorry about Starchild's Paradise. You can't even find it online anymore. I enjoyed it though. It was a good site.
   Hey, get ahold of me, either here or at my email:
   catwoman0263@hotmail.com
   
   Oh, I no longer live in Columbus, WI. We moved down to Madison, WI. It's ok here. The city is big enough....lol
   Take Care.
   Oceans of love
   Wildcat

3. 

   Lovekiss44

   340 Points

   02/22/09

   Here ya go, Tanya! :-)
   
   

   You like???
   

   03/22/09

   Reply from StarRose:

   Oh YEAH..*gives that sexy butt a smack* Love it!
   

4. 

   ladystarchild04

   3 Points

   09/03/08

   Just wanted to drop by and say "HI" and that I love your fan fiction. Where are you from? I live in central PA.

   
   

   09/03/08

   Reply from StarRose:

   Hey! Gald you like it.. :) I am from Virginia

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